Freedom

My lovely wife just resigned. And it is a happy day. Now she has more time for tugz. More time for herself and more time for me and most importantly. More time with God.

The beauty of God's instruction. 

You lose job... But you will gain so much more. 

5 more hours and we celebrate with a surfing trip to zambales..

God is indeed good.

Sick

Been sick for about a week. This just after i made my magnet generator. I was hoping to finish it in time for my weekly sinag visit. (Sinag- invention ive been working on for 12 years). Instead, was bed riiden for a couple of days and had to postpone the visit all together..

Now i realize it's true. The lack of health NOT the lack of money is the great deterent of your dreams.. 

Thank you Jesus for healing me. 

My every-hour plan

 Ovewhlemed by the ginormous task at hand yesterday.

God showed me a clever little plan i could do to solve it. 

It all starts with the MIND

if im going to be who i want And achieve what im supposed to. I better start with my mind and spirit. 

And like an atlethe who rigurouly trains for a game. I should be training my mind also similarly. - rigorously, descisively, and daily. 

So at every hour that i am awake. I decided to pause for a min and speak a blessing to my spirit.

I would say out loud things like " i'm successful thru Him", im healthy by his blood",  "i have a very rich father" etc etc. then pause for another minute and wait for instruction for what to do in that next hour. 

So far its working. I sorting things out and i have managed to weed out the garden without draining my day or energy. 

Now am just waiting for 3pm coz out of a n adenturous whim from the Spirit. I was instructed to have a vacation in tagaytay. 

Exciting things. Exciting things indeed. 

So many things to do

After only 24 hours of deleting distractions on my phone. I find myself with a mountin of things that needed to be done that i was putting off when i infront of my phone. 

Honestly. I am ovewhelmed. So many things to do. Don't even know where and how to start. 

I tried cutting grass for a few minutes. But immediately got tired. I used a pruning shear. I don't have a working grass cutter so i tried to fix the one i bought from my neighbor but i couldn't. 

Hayss

While listening to myles monroe about the prodigal son. One statement caught my attention. "When you got a problem, ask God first. Not other people." 

So i did and he gave me an answer.. 

So far. this all boils down   to management. Or the lack of it. 

I could work my back off all week and lose time cutting the grass and cleaning the garden. Or i could work on my gifts so that i can pay for someone who can do a better. Cleaner and faster job than i could.. 

I don't need to do everything .. Only just that ONE thing.. 

I need to find that thing.. I need to find it fast

Trees are beautiful

I have deleted all social media sites and games from my phone execpt clash ( we are at war and i commited to use my attacks till we end the war. 

But waking up. I felt free today. 

I was able to do a number of things in less than two hour. Clean the car, clean the house. Make breakfast, etc etc.

And the best part. Amazing quiet time. - i felt peace. 

Now im just staring at the tree outside our house. Its beautiful the way it sways with the wind. And the sound of the rain and wind pressing its leaves. Like music in an orchestra. 

Going back to basics

I seem to have been spending too much time on my phone. When i start equating time and money. Im wasting money. But not really just time or money.. Im wasting my life. Im being distracted by a 5 inch screen from becoming who i am and achieving success. 

 

This is not how I saw myself 30 years ago.. 

So today. I have temporarily deleted fb, ig, twitter and all games in my phone. 

So for the mean time. Its just going to be my bible app, this blog and youtube/coursera (for learning) that I will be keeping..   

I need to find and revise my vision.  

http://youtu.be/ORn8xBBzToU

21 steps to my new TV show!!!

I had a long blog for my new TV show project. But since it was two-three pages long. I decided to delete it and just give the important details...

1. After a career highpoint in my TV show Midnight DJ, I found myself out of work for a very, very long time.
2. I had small TV projects but not enough to pay bills.
3. I got depressed.
4. Marriage and having a kid was fun, but there are high and low points. I hated the low points.
5. A few more months passed without work..I got into debt. 
6. Went into small scale business, (Siomai, Water refilling, Tuna, Garments, etc) but was not as successful as I wanted it to be.
7. Got even more depressed.
8. Said to myself that I did not want to be "artista anymore".  
9. Then the Cardio Boys asked me to join them again for a TV show in TFC. The pay was small, but atleast it was regular gig. So I took it despite my inner conflicts.
10. OK. so I still enjoyed being on the camera. Slowly, no more "I don't want this industry anymore" drama. But still I needed more work to raise my family.
11. Started to plan for career using social media to promote myself. Saved up for a mac, to do videos, apps, music etc..  
12. Got angry with God because I did not get my mac due to unforeseen circumstances.  Really, Really, Really angry!!
13. After many weeks being angry. One day I got tired of being angry and decided to give-in to the voice in my heart saying "Don't be angry, It will happen, I miss you!"
14. Started to do my "list" again. ( My daily ritual where I write things I want to ask GOD for.)
15. 24 hours into my list. I got a text message that TV5 wants me for a Daily TV show.
16. Conflict of schedules with my other (TFC) show. Also, my partner in crime (Oyo) was thinking of declining the TV5 show due to schedules problems, we both got offered to be tandem for the show, Possibility of getting cast not looking good anymore.
17. Was supposed to get angry again. But instead, decided to REST and SPEAK favor to my life.
18. Somehow without lifting a finger or manipulating anything, everything fell into place and I found myself in the Presscon, workshop and next week, the pictorial and pilot taping of the show.
19. Now, I have the cash to buy an entry level mac, but I'll save up for a better specs one. maybe in a few more weeks.
20. Not only do I want to buy a mac, but I am also looking for a car.. Pajero, Hilux or something thats big and diesel. 
21. My life and career is turning around for the better! Despite being angry, being an ass and bitter against God In my low times, he never left me and I still felt his love despite the curses I hurled. I am loss for words on how grateful I am of his love. Grabe.. sobrang Grabe!!!

JESUS IS AMAZING